A kind of uneasiness grows in my heart a little bit, and my heart slowly becomes dull and painful.
It’s not my intention whether they accept the root or not.
I wonder if he can accept it.
Now I find that I really don’t have confidence in Bai Xihuang. He has accepted the idea of three wives and four concubines since he was a child, and when he grows up, he may never recognize what’s wrong with having a group of concubines around him.
Besides, in the past, there were countless other women. He was used to this extravagant life. Can he devote himself to me from now on because I abandoned the extravagant life?
Another thing is that he is an emperor’s concubines, and his political dimension is close. If he is clever, he should also marry in vain, which is a powerful weapon to strengthen his strength.
There has never been a woman in the imperial harem since ancient times. He is also an ordinary one among the ten thousand emperors in Qian Qian.
In this way, I have no chance of winning the harem. After all, the harem is cruel and realistic, and romance and true love may be dreams.
Maybe I was naive to expect him to have me as a woman.
But if he really wants me to do it, though it is difficult, it is not necessary.
Just like the filial piety of Zhu Youtang, there was a queen and a wife in his life, and the husband and wife were deeply affectionate, supporting each other and loving each other for life
I envy the Empress Dowager, but there is such a rare couple in China’s 5,000-year history that it is so precious and rare to say such a thing.
Would Bai Xihuang like to be Zhu Youtang?
And can I be lucky to have a queen?
I’m not sure about any of this
But I’m going to fight for it, no matter what the final result is.
My love should not be dominated by others, nor should I be fickle. I want to win my love.
Seeing that I was silent, the Queen Mother pointed to those darling daughter who said the ultimate goal of today’s flower viewing banquet. "This mourning family invited a virtuous and talented lady in the capital today to see which lady is virtuous and choose the emperor’s side to share the burden of spreading her heirs."
Sure enough, the old witch is so aggressive that she has to push me to the wall.
I looked up coldly and looked straight into the cunning eyes of the queen mother. "Mother, you know that the emperor has just been injured by a sword recently. His body is not suitable for choosing concubines."
The queen mother played the long gold finger sleeve unhurriedly. "That doesn’t matter. Anyway, it’s no problem to choose a concubine after entering the palace. Sooner or later, it’s better to get rid of it while so many good families are gathered here. Just now, the ladies also showed their talent, and the emperor and queen also saw their appearance. There should be a candidate in their hearts."
I clenched my lips and clenched my fingers tightly, but my heart insisted but I wouldn’t bend.
"I don’t think any young lady here is qualified to be an imperial concubine."
When my words came out, there was an uproar. Those darling daughter people stared at me with even more angry eyes, and they were proud of watching the drama in their anger.
"What, you should say that a young lady in a cloud country is not qualified to enter the palace? You are so arrogant that you don’t even care about your family."
The queen mother’s mouth is full of pride, and she is more and more arrogant, pointing at me and scolding me. "You are just a gentleman from a hospital, but you are not qualified because the emperor likes you to grieve for your family. After you enter the palace, you don’t reflect on your own shortcomings and try to be a good example for the queen. Instead, you are jealous and hinder the emperor’s choice of a concubine and the birth of an heir. It’s a big violation. You want to grieve for your family."
Seeing that the Queen Mother Feng Yan was furious and looked around at the drama, her eyes gradually sympathized with the beautiful eyes of those daughters, and her eyes were puzzled.
They looked at me carefully, and I openly confronted the queen mother
Maybe in their eyes, it’s stupid for me to try so hard to resist my husband and wife, or maybe in everyone’s eyes, it’s stupid for me to try to win my love.
Xie Tingjun cast a worried glance and considered for a while to help me speak.
"The Empress Dowager is good at Qihuang, and she has spared no effort to treat the people. This virtue is not inferior to that of the queens of past dynasties. She is another way to fulfill the queen’s accusation. This is commendable. Just now, the queen must have made a slip of the tongue because she was worried about the emperor’s health."
"You … hum, even though her medical skill is high, the queen must pay attention to her words and deeds, which is indecent. I don’t want to see her again." The queen mother was unhappy and swept Xie Tingjun and was very angry with him for helping me speak.
Xiaoling devoted herself to frowning all the time. When the queen mother repeatedly made things difficult for me, the little guy couldn’t hold back and defended me.
"It’s much better for the Empress to speak frankly than to say that there is another set of people behind her. Even my father praised her as a truly virtuous woman. My father has always been accurate in judging people. She will definitely become a good empress in Daqin. Don’t try to wait."
I followed the sound of Ling Mo, and Ling Mo nodded slightly to me. A warm and moving upsurge in my heart washed away my soft heart.
I’m alone in the war of resistance. I didn’t expect that there were two other people. When I was bullied, I didn’t hesitate to speak for me and resist the sword and shadow that shot at me.
But I was besieged by the queen mother, and it was my turn to speak and encourage me, but Bai Xihuang was silent.
I can’t tell you what it’s like in my heart. I feel so depressed that I feel terrible.
My hands became stiff and my heart fell into the cold world, inch by inch frozen into ice.
The King of Nanjun has always been the object of the Empress Dowager Ling Mo’s words. If she doesn’t want to listen to them, she will have to give her a little face. Therefore, she smiled and said, "I don’t see that the Empress will gather people’s hearts. Since both the right phase and the little prince praised the Empress for loving her family, there is nothing to say."
She refused to let me go at a turn. "But it has always been a rule in the harem that there is a pear princess and some unnamed women. How can this be considerate to the fact that the queen and the emperor are newly married and loving, and the family can’t bear to separate your husband and wife’s feelings, but it is a royal system to decide the birthright of the four princesses?"
The old witch’s harsh words pushed me back.
I don’t know how to face the queen mother’s attack now and then resist saying that I just don’t allow Bai Xihuang to be a princess. Then the queen mother can openly treat my sin. Xie Tingyun and Ling Mo just defended me.
But it’s more painful for me to nod my head than to cut it off.